I finally got around to rerecording this song. I've added the strings and cleaned up the mix and vocals. I just got a new mic and its freaking wicked.

So this song is going to be the last of 10 that I have been working. I take a step back from the story and get into more why I wrote it. Music is therapeutic. And it lets me vent. Each song I have in the story represents a specific moment in my life. So I took these moments and made something positive out of them. Anyway, hope you all enjoy it.

Delusional Salvation

1. Chasing a Dream
2. Crash and Burn
3. Downward Spiral
4. Reaching the Pedestal
5. Desolate Woe
6. That Cold Night
7. Designed to Fail
8. You Deserve Worse
9. End All
10. Disfigured Emotion

Lyrics

Trapped under the weight of the walls I've built to block the pain.
It's surprising that I've managed to stay sane.
Forced smiles, pretending every things alright.
Do what i must to sleep at night, do what i must to make it through each day.

It's all the same, never ending, hopelessly numb I sit and wait.
For life, it passes by, unable to seize the day.

Will I ever get back this lost time?
In this life we only have one take.
Can ever change these mistakes?
NO!

Its all the same, never ending, hopelessly numb I sit and wait.
Constantly telling myself tomorrows going to be the day I change everything, oh everything. Everything, EVERYTHING!

You only get one fucking chance at life don't live in regret
I wish I could change the past
You only get one fucking chance at life don't live in regret

I just want to feel again.
Don't even know if i can. x2
I'll crawl out of the dirt.
I just want this to hurt.....