I stopped being able to have dreams. all i do is close my eyes, and somehow wake up the next day, knowing time passed but unable to trace back what happened in that time. that nagging feeling that you're forgetting something important even though every thought of it fas faded into oblivion, never to be traced back. and everytime i do remember something, it's always distorted or warped and skipping over things, like i'm on acid to LSD without any of the feeling. and the worst part, sometimes i can't tell i'm sleeping and loose the ability to tell dream and reality. it's only when i shock myself back to awake that i realized that i was in a dream and then i can't even remember that i was dreaming about. and i fear overtime this happens because i'm scared i'll either do something stupid thinking it's a dream and get myself killed or one day shock myself so badly have a heart attack.
and that's the worst feeling for me.