I'm gonna rewrite my review, since I've listened to this song so many times, my opinion of it has changed. This is beautiful.
Reviews for "I couldn't remember my name, I couldn't remember my life, all I knew was that I was gone forever."
This song is very strange , but AWESOME
My theory about the song's story ?
somebody try to wake up after his sucide , he make a burnout , its very trouble in his head , brainwashed .
In first , its the total chaos in his head. He couldn't remember anything. Why, how he's here. The blank is total. Then , song slow down , bass are coming. The reason too. Its a very stange and very long part , repetitive rythm, but an acumulation of tracks make me think its the random flash-back time. Then , piano came, its nostalgia time. He Regrets his suicide. Then he can remember somethings like some noises of his annoying work , or something like that 11:13 ... this part looks very dark and tormented. and the happy melody over 14min is here beacause this person is happy without his life , with some nostalgics remembers. First in this part , ( best part for me btw ) the blank theme from the start is making a rebirth after the previous chaotic part. This time, this theme looks very calm. Its totally trouble, but very structured too. Then, some bass, very deep, and finally a very happy melody. Its symboling the hopes i think. Then , melody is forced to evoling with the synth theme, who becoming more imposant every seconds...its now the destruction of the freedom. The synths totally dominate the happy melody. Then , everything is disappeared. Everything is fading to void, across the time. All the hopes are gone. He can feel the same sensation than he got before his suicide. Then at the very end , the blank theme is back. Again. There is just no way to escape to the time. Time is a circle. And nobody can stop him.
Honestly , thats the best song i ever heard in my life ! Congratulations Cacola.
Huh, I can regognize your style even if Lit Fuse was the only song by you I have heard before.
The song has a very compelling, but also very lengthy intro. The chord progression is cool, but very similar to Lit Fuse. I like that quiet melodic noise thingy emerging at the 1 minute mark. I like the part where you introduce beats for the first time. The progression is very cool, the 9 minute mark especially. The noise part is very interesting, quiet but getting more and more unsettling. WHAT THE FUCK THAT PART IS CURSED HELP!!! My musical taste is vast enough to appreciate that within a musical context though. The part at the 14 minute mark is extremely relieving and I love how it progresses afterwards. Nooo, it fades away :(. Ah, there it is, that quiet melodic noise thingy is back (19 minute mark). The last minute is the most epic part.
The song really seems like it tries to tell me a story, but it depends on the person what the story is. Like the most original song I have ever heard, I feel like you actually put your heart to this and tried to express your emotions in this piece. Even if it the mixing isn't the best, I value this song for its melancholy. It's also the piece that has introduced me to ambient techno (next to Geometry Dash Menu Theme). Amazing job!
Btw what is the inner meaning of the title? And what defines good noise music? How can one organize completely random and out-of-nowhere sound well enough to call it music?
EDIT: The love reaction is for Cacola's reply, not for myself.
Mid A tier
Cacola responds:
To me, the title represents finding yourself lost in death, with no recollection of who you were. Good noise music is all about texture, making sounds inharmonic is all about evoking emotion through the shape and feel of a sound. Listen to Merzbow's Hybrid Noisebloom for a prime example of this.
thank u very much btw!
yo this is some of the most uncomfortable shit i ever listened to. like i just heard somebody brain before they die or sum. im addicted tho
holy shit. i love you and your music