This game put me in an existential depression. Sure, I've saved lives. I did my job. But there's always another bomb. And I'm always sent to stop it. Maybe I'm the best. Maybe there's no one else to stop all these terrorists. But, someday, I will fail. There is no retirement in this game. There's no doing your time. I am forced to keep disarming bombs until the bomb inevitably disarms me. There is no escape from death.