I know how you feel man, I regret going to college straight out of high school, I was riding the high from graduation still and I wasn't prepared, and I ended up flunking the whole semester, I didn't really care though I only went for the electives and I didn't have any the 1st semester. I should have waited a year and get some part-time job or something, oh well that was the past. I also had lots of "free time" and I ended up discovering lots of new music.