I get it
...Or at least this is what I get out of this video.
It reminds me of all the time I spent playing video games and wasting alot of my life in the 90's ironically. Not saying it has thrown me into a hole perhaps as large as yours but I definately missed out on more important things.
I like how you brought into light the fake accomplishments felt while playing through a game and then it just means nothing except a waste of your life. Always trying to find a great purpose playing a hero in a game but it is just something false.
I did have one nightmare of a video game back then though! Mario from the first Super Mario bros Kept getting larger and larger on the screen untill he exploded! I was like 4 or 5yo and it freaked the hell out of me...