Very sad, Indeed.
But I also enjoy These pathetic attempts at amusment, so I approve this one
But remember kids... suicide is never the option. I just wanted to bring this to the table and inform you that a ball is pretty basic, and a good choice for your first one, I guess... but I think you kind of went over board with the shading and rendering of the surroundings and of the character its self.
That Is All.
To Whom it May Concern, -HaXoR