Such a shame...
I'd really've loved to see it in it's originally intended state. Geez, if you can't submit it in a place like NG where can you..better luck with some of your more 'acceptable' work, eh?
Honestly though? If it was gonna be so shitty after appropriate modifications for unblammed display, you might as well've spent your time on something else.
I'm sorry for your wasted time. Sorry...this is really upsetting me. Oh god...look just...better luck next time okay..? I'm so sorry...