At age thirteen,,, and I already have regrets.
It really makes me wish I could change the past sometimes... Because of how I have hurt people without meaning it, and getting into hurting some for the enjoyment of others, I never wanted it that way. I was always targeted, or so I thought... I never should've victimized my self. I never really let go when I was younger, I always kept a grudge sometimes... I hate myself for that, and the fact that I let it become myself nearly, almost kills me. I am mostly content with myself, but there is always that time when I just hate myself or my body... I even hate myself for taking things too seriously and nearly committing suicide for it. I'm glad I stopped myself each time. I know if I really try to be a good person, then that's what matters. I've matured, and thank you Nubbins for this piece to make me think about things and let them out. ;~;