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Jan 31, 2012 | 6:46 AM EST

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Running time - 5 minutes

Majority of the animation was made December 2011 & January 2012
Made in approximately 100 hours

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What the heck am I doing on the front page?!



I don't know how many days I have left.
What makes me think I'll even live another hour?
Why even bother living this life only to lose it all.
Chasing after the f****** wind.

I could live to all the good moral standards of my culture
but I'd die just the same as the people with the worst moral standards.
I think I'd be happier being an immoral person, though I know it's a lie.

My heart reeks corruption.
Following my desires I'd never want to work,
never help people,
unless I get something out of it of corse
and just be a blood sucking leech on everyone around me but worse.
Destroying the very things that sustain me.


I don't want to hurt people
but if I don't, I'll hurt myself.
Either way I'm going to cause destruction and death.
So wouldn't it be better for only one person to die than many.

Sure, they'll be sad, but they will find a way to live without me, right?
What am I thinking! they are no different than me!
Then we should all, just, die.



You speek rightly. You do deserve death
You have thought nothing but the evils of your wicked heart since the day of your creation.
You could never be pleasing to God.

But do you think God didn't know that?
You think God made you just to bring you pain?

Know this, you will always have problems in this life
but hear me correctly when I say this statement.

your corruption is your fault.
your corruption is your fault.
Not because you could chose not to be corrupt,
but because you have not given up on yourself.

You run like a mouse on a wheel trying to get away,
no trying to walk on water,
no trying to fly with your arms.
You try and try and try, to do something you can never do.
but you were never meant to.
you need only to seek the one who gives freely.

I know your impatient,
you could be watching tv or doing something to amuse your mind.

But when you realise the truth, that you have nothing,

Look to God, not yourself.
Because He is our only real foundation in this life.
You will go to hell in your own strength.

Please, realise God's love for you,
despite all your corruption
and may His love, change you



Rated 5 / 5 stars

His love will not change you. Only you can change yourself but religion gives you a reason to.

nahtanojmal responds:

His love will change some.
The others will sin all the more and reap stricter judgement in the end.

Religion may give people a reason but reasons can be wrong. People need to work out what reasons are correct, logical etc. But why do that when the individual already knows they are right.

Thanks for the review ;)


Rated 3 / 5 stars

I suppose the message was alright . . . except it has to do with an invisible, nonexistent being. Gee . . . way to tie things all back to this so called God of yours. Grow up and break free from the chains that your parents birthed you into.

nahtanojmal responds:

Sorry, it's too late for me. The chains are what give life to my lifeless puppet body.


Rated 2.5 / 5 stars

right, well this was an entertaining video. I was Highly Entertained.
Good Job In your Animation.

nahtanojmal responds:

Is that sarcasm :P
Thanks :D


Rated 5 / 5 stars

that is one hell of a strong message
made me cry
u deserve front page for this work


nahtanojmal responds:

Thanks and I did get put on the front page ;D


Rated 5 / 5 stars

This is THE best presentation of the Christian message I have ever seen. Very realistic and honest. But this was something I stumbled upon since it was popular so I wouldnâEUTMt have watched it for the message because IâEUTMm Satanist and the message is so lost on me. XD I do realize, you are saying humans can find their redemption from their corruption in godâEUTMs love and maybe it works when people are voluntary. But it doesnâEUTMt always work because when it was forced upon me through church and school, it made me totally corrupt. My poor brain couldnâEUTMt handle all the hypocrisy of all the religions out there in one way or another. The philosophy of Satanism totally saved my sanity. But IâEUTMll totally share this with my pro-religion friends cause they will love this!
PS: Please do not send me hate mail because you wanna be a jerk and discriminate against my personal beliefs. Go bother a Scientologist, ya zombie Jesus lover!

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nahtanojmal responds:

I believe Satanism is the only sane thing for people who don't believe in a God/s.
Either there is a higher being/s or there isn't.

If I forced you to be a Christian you wouldn't be a Christian.
I can only show you the way and give you the message making some logical reasoning, it's your choice at the end of the day and it's God who converts people, not through any human tricks or devices.

Thanks for your honest review ;)