At 7/22/22 05:57 AM, DamnedByFate wrote:

At 7/22/22 12:15 AM, GabTHAIFOR wrote: EEEEERRRRMMM, kinda FUCKED UP for you to suggest that you want her to be in a monogamous relationship

No, the real fucked-up thing is @FUNKbrs forgetting there is no such thing as happiness.

At 7/22/22 12:22 AM, Kiwi wrote:

At 7/21/22 10:39 PM, justdio09 wrote: so a bit of an inappropriate question but did you fuck melanie?

i stayed at her house over the weekend before this all happened and asked if she ever played with other girls and she said no and she didn’t want to touch me lmao

on a side note, I did play with plenty of other girls I went to school with before all of this happened. a lot of them wanted some action tbh

At 7/22/22 08:16 AM, FUNKbrs wrote:

At 7/22/22 05:57 AM, DamnedByFate wrote:

At 7/22/22 12:15 AM, GabTHAIFOR wrote: EEEEERRRRMMM, kinda FUCKED UP for you to suggest that you want her to be in a monogamous relationship

No, the real fucked-up thing is @FUNKbrs forgetting there is no such thing as happiness.

Then explain the feeling of watching something you hate die.

At 7/21/22 01:16 PM, Kiwi wrote: And in ignoring her ~ I repressed a part of myself for over a decade. But I'm done with that. Melanie doesn't get to win. I get to be happy and comfortable with finally saying for the first time in my life, on my own accord:

I like girls.

At 7/22/22 12:18 AM, Kiwi wrote:

At 7/21/22 04:34 PM, Mistman7 wrote:

At 7/21/22 01:38 PM, FUNKbrs wrote:

At 7/21/22 01:21 PM, Mistman7 wrote: Cool. I don't think anyone cares at all.

I kinda care, but like, in a positive way.

As in, Newgrounds has generally been a place where people could be gay.

I'm under the impression, and I met her at least twice, that Freakapotimus, the very first NG mod, was non-binary.

I think sex, of any kind, gives pleasure, which is a utilitarian good.

I hope Kiwi finds someone who makes her happy.

Aye, well said. I might have worded that in the wrong way, which may have caused some misunderstanding.

I meant that nobody cares as in nobody really gives a shit that she likes women. Because, really, does anyone here view her as a better or worse person for it?

Ngman7 would have some thoughts 😂

At 7/21/22 01:16 PM, Kiwi wrote: I grew up in a very small village. When I was in middle school I was part of what would be considered the popular crowd, the pretty girls. However, one particular girl, we'll call her Melanie, started spreading a particular "rumor" about me. Melanie started telling the whole school that I was gay. The gossip trickled its way all through the hallways, all the way until it made its way back to me. I was upset. I was afraid. Being gay was not cool. People died for being "outted" as gay. I saw people lose everything because of their sexuality. As a child, I was scared. It was not Melanie's place to determine my sexuality or to gossip about me in such a way.

I confronted her about it by the lockers after school, but the damage to me had already been done. I locked away my gay sexuality after that moment ~ deeming that I would never be accepted as a girl who likes girls not then, maybe never. I saw all the scenarios of how my life would be hell if I let that truth come out, so instead I became addicted to other things in life and I'm only now recovering all of this as an adult. I'm realizing what parts of myself I'm projecting onto others (you gays reading this lol jk love ya).

I can still remember the fear in Melanie's eyes as I stood by those lockers, and I swear she thought I was about to punch her lights out. I remember turning to food for comfort, caffeine, attention from boys online and in person. I gained weight and stopped hanging around Melanie. I started playing Runescape and surfing Newgrounds, using Yahoo! messenger and AIM. I never resorted to violence or revenge with Melanie. I ignored her.

And in ignoring her ~ I repressed a part of myself for over a decade. But I'm done with that. Melanie doesn't get to win. I get to be happy and comfortable with finally saying for the first time in my life, on my own accord:

I like girls.

At 7/21/22 01:16 PM, Kiwi wrote: I grew up in a very small village. When I was in middle school I was part of what would be considered the popular crowd, the pretty girls. However, one particular girl, we'll call her Melanie, started spreading a particular "rumor" about me. Melanie started telling the whole school that I was gay. The gossip trickled its way all through the hallways, all the way until it made its way back to me. I was upset. I was afraid. Being gay was not cool. People died for being "outted" as gay. I saw people lose everything because of their sexuality. As a child, I was scared. It was not Melanie's place to determine my sexuality or to gossip about me in such a way.

I confronted her about it by the lockers after school, but the damage to me had already been done. I locked away my gay sexuality after that moment ~ deeming that I would never be accepted as a girl who likes girls not then, maybe never. I saw all the scenarios of how my life would be hell if I let that truth come out, so instead I became addicted to other things in life and I'm only now recovering all of this as an adult. I'm realizing what parts of myself I'm projecting onto others (you gays reading this lol jk love ya).

I can still remember the fear in Melanie's eyes as I stood by those lockers, and I swear she thought I was about to punch her lights out. I remember turning to food for comfort, caffeine, attention from boys online and in person. I gained weight and stopped hanging around Melanie. I started playing Runescape and surfing Newgrounds, using Yahoo! messenger and AIM. I never resorted to violence or revenge with Melanie. I ignored her.

And in ignoring her ~ I repressed a part of myself for over a decade. But I'm done with that. Melanie doesn't get to win. I get to be happy and comfortable with finally saying for the first time in my life, on my own accord:

I like girls.

At 7/22/22 08:16 AM, FUNKbrs wrote:

At 7/22/22 05:57 AM, DamnedByFate wrote:

At 7/22/22 12:15 AM, GabTHAIFOR wrote: EEEEERRRRMMM, kinda FUCKED UP for you to suggest that you want her to be in a monogamous relationship

No, the real fucked-up thing is @FUNKbrs forgetting there is no such thing as happiness.

Then explain the feeling of watching something you hate die.

At 7/23/22 03:43 PM, FrostPen wrote:

Same. Boys are ugly little beasts.

Now, It's wonderful when someone is able to truly realize who they are and accept that they like their same gender. But if it becomes "I like my gender and hate the other" that's one of the big things that pisses me off about some LGBTQ+ members. (Not to say I hate all of them.) You sound like a low life feminists who rants on tiktok on why men are useless when really you all are being the shitty useless ones. Boys are ugly beasts? Well then who built our society? Who helped invent many beneficial things for our survival? Who invented math, science, and other stuff that allow us as humans to understand the world we live in? Who created Newgrounds? Who helped you mother give birth? Those who hate woman are disgusting retarded low life idiots. But so are those who hate men! Treat eachother equally. We are ALL human beings no matter how our differences classify us. Hating men isn't empowering women it's doing the opposite. So saying that makes you an ugly little beast of a woman.

At 7/23/22 03:43 PM, FrostPen wrote:

Same. Boys are ugly little beasts.

Now, It's wonderful when someone is able to truly realize who they are and accept that they like their same gender. But if it becomes "I like my gender and hate the other" that's one of the big things that pisses me off about some LGBTQ+ members. (Not to say I hate all of them.) You sound like a low life feminists who rants on tiktok on why men are useless when really you all are being the shitty useless ones. Boys are ugly beasts? Well then who built our society? Who helped invent many beneficial things for our survival? Who invented math, science, and other stuff that allow us as humans to understand the world we live in? Who created Newgrounds? Who helped you mother give birth? Those who hate woman are disgusting retarded low life idiots. But so are those who hate men! Treat eachother equally. We are ALL human beings no matter how our differences classify us. Hating men isn't empowering women it's doing the opposite. So saying that makes you an ugly little beast of a woman.

At 7/23/22 03:43 PM, FrostPen wrote:

Same. Boys are ugly little beasts.

Now, It's wonderful when someone is able to truly realize who they are and accept that they like their same gender. But if it becomes "I like my gender and hate the other" that's one of the big things that pisses me off about some LGBTQ+ members. (Not to say I hate all of them.) You sound like a low life feminists who rants on tiktok on why men are useless when really you all are being the shitty useless ones. Boys are ugly beasts? Well then who built our society? Who helped invent many beneficial things for our survival? Who invented math, science, and other stuff that allow us as humans to understand the world we live in? Who created Newgrounds? Who helped you mother give birth? Those who hate woman are disgusting retarded low life idiots. But so are those who hate men! Treat eachother equally. We are ALL human beings no matter how our differences classify us. Hating men isn't empowering women it's doing the opposite. So saying that makes you an ugly little beast of a woman.