why cant you understand

i alwayuus only wanted to hold your under hand

that im the man

with not a dollar to my name

for crying out loud im a crying shame

absolutely gone and pathetic

not even a religious heretic hermetic

not even spiritual alchemic

not even maneur ferment it

not even a star just forget it

im a nothing

a has been

always has been

worse than dirt

so broken my bones hurt

deader than kurt

not a slutty flirt

cant get pussy to even scratch me

cant get tittis to flash me

cant get booze to flask me

cant get people autographs dont even ask me

cant get cops to harass me

cant get bitch to curess me

im dead meat goner

and i got a bonner

i dug my own grave

skeletal remains

put me in a coffin

tell me to misbehave

i wanna lash out

forget it all

burn it down

like its the curtain call

take a bow

the shows over

everyone is hurt

and im still sober

thats the worst part

im not fucking high

this is reality not a dream

not a lie

this is real and i cant changeemy past

race is done and im dead last

hypodermic needle and im dead fast