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CHAOS IS NOTHING

BUT A SIMPLE DAY

LOOKING IN THE MIRROR

REFLECTING MY RAGE

 

CHAOS IS ILLITERATE

UNEDUCATED MAN

A SIMPLE SOUL

UNCIVILIZED WITHOUT CONTROL

 

I DO NOT READ INTO YOUR WORDS

PAST THE SURFACE OF YOUR HEART IS NOTHING BUT DUST

I am no longer real

I fade away

I fade away

I fade away

 

WHEN YOU SAW THE ANSWERS

DID YOU STAND OR DID YOU SCREAM?

WERE YOU COMPLETED OR DID YOU COLLAPSE JUST LIKE ME?

DID YOU LOOK TO GOD

OR DID YOU LOOK TO ME?

SPLIT THE DIFFERENCE INSIDE

Until you find me

I am but a page

In a book

About slavery

No matter how you look

A single cage is too many days

A single day is too many cages

Around me

 

Am I the slave or the master, I've yet to know

I don't want the answers to questions I already know

I divide the lines to become more than an ordinary man

I divide the home and the rage of my design

I stand upon a pillar of lies

 

Do you even carry me

From where I stand the top looks a lot like the bottom

Bliss is ignorance so they say so they say to me

The best way is to separate the days

Put time in between the past and future daze

 

I know the lights have dimmed now

I still cling to life now

My soul is a fire without rage and out pain in my mind

Without mains am I meant to fall away?

 

Am I dead to a system filled with death?

Immortalize the lies of lines of minds that do not know

Once you have seen how could you ever not know?

I suppose the curse is to relapse in death

 

Fight in chains

Fight in vain

A war that's over

It's peace over us

We do not want it anymore

We just want to fall away

 

When the day finally comes

To say

"my life was never mine"

You will tear my soul away

I will tear my tears away

Freedom in my freedom

An ocean in my eyes

Washing over endless waves

 

A single sound will tell you

The simple truth

I don't want it anyway

So I gave death to you

 

I don't want war anymore

I only cling to life anymore

I will not succumb to you

The animal within me is you

 

I am not afraid to say your name

As I look to you my envious brain

I know that the body

Connects only when it connects to the feeling inside

So I begin to scream my name

And swallow my blood in shame

 

The surface world is dying

The surface world is dying

Do we dig or do we fly?

Do we live or do we die?

 

I cannot perceive enemies inside of me

Whether they're there or not

I can't tell you if I am just a fool or not

But I will always live

I will never die

Though the body fades inside my mind

The soul remains

The soul remained

Upon another stone in the storm inside of your eyes

You're cloudy and confused

The rain finally cease and return to calmer seas just wait to see your eyes

 

Hope will never die inside of this lie

I will never live a lie

I choose a path that's wrong

In your mind

I'll see you on the other side

I'll see you on the other side

 

Don't be afraid when I say to you

I never was in competition with you

I only loved you for the moments spent in your eyes

I cherished your life

I cherish your life

And though the distance between us has grown

I still remember the love that we felt

Love is the attraction

Pulling time and space apart

In time I will love you again

Inside of our eyes

Until then I suppose we both must live

Inside each other's mind

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Repetitive but trippy. I like it

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