Time begins to fall away

I start to stop and pray away the days

When will my feelings return to your ears

When will the meaning return to your ears

How many days will we fight a war

How many days will we fight a war

How many ways will we live our lives

Until we find

That no matter we do or say

In time we all must turn and face

The truth underneath of our wings

That this fire isn't ours

That we are not afraid

Until the day we turn and fade away

Tell me the truth am I even here

Tell me the moment of what you feel

In desperation I suppose we find ourselves

Waiting for time to end et all

And though we wait for time

We know the sound of our fall

If god is a man will he answer me

If god is a soul will they linger with me

If god is a woman will she listen to me

If we dominate entire worlds

Will we recognize

The fires where we once stood

Before today

Will you trace my wars to me

The waters of feeling find themselves

With no ocean to flow and so flow unto themselves

Endlessly

Break apart the magic to enable you to start to see

Show you the meaning of wandering through time forever seen

Break bread with enemies and ask them to marry me in their bed

Mend ties are broken and I don't carry the meaning to fix it anymore

I will not indebt my mind unto my son

If he wants to wander around this cave without a single sound

Then I will not force him to be anything et all

If he doesn't matter then I will not summon him et all

If life can't perceive me then I will never fall

If god can't believe me when I say that I am alive

Then I will believe him when he loses his mind

I will listen and answer the sounds you make

I will not fight you nor harm you but only show you the way

I will not force you to exist in my eyes

I will not break you nor make you an image in my mind

For I will always be and listen to you sing as you try

I will marry the ideas of this entire universe

I will hybridize the part of my mind that cares for you

As we begin to create an entire world for you

And I know that I am not good enough to be a perfect man for you

What I hope you once hold is the truth that we are not meant to be whole

For we are severed and broken and still carry on

I smother my hopes and my dreams to bring them to life

I resist what I want most to make it life

I stop fullfold into my sense

I hope that you know that I am

I am there for you