If you have been on the Internet for as long as I have (+7 years and counting), you will understand how it feels to be forgotten. The people you thought you were close to begin to distance, until you are nothing more than a faded memory. You question why you are still a thing-- why you still even exist if you will only be abandoned eventually. Then you realise, there is nothing left for you. No potential, no future. Just an empty shell of what you once were.