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I couldn't remember my name, I couldn't remember my life, all I knew was that I was gone forever.

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This is a really freaking weird song by my standards.

Basically, I had bunch of weird ideas for things I could put in songs, but never had any ways to put them in. So I just threw them all at this one.

The end result was interesting. The first 10 minutes are relatively normal ambient/techno. After that though, the track becomes kinda formless, going into a lengthy noise section, then it goes into a completely out of nowhere outro that sounds totally different from the rest of the song.

But in then end, I think is sounds pretty good. Though, I could completely understand why someone might hate it.
But I figured, as long as I have it, I might as well put it here.

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a very long song, but worth listening to. trying to find more songs like this on newgrounds, but i don't really know where to find them

so long

This is masterpiece. Period.

Ur songs are sooo gwoodd that I wanna make levels withh ur long songsss

Edit : I'm currently using Death, this song, The Angel, An Interstellar Game of Connect the Dots and HELIG KVINANN in my future levels

And a questionn, when u gonna make a 1hr or more long songg?? I wanna use it hehe

this makes cry for all that is beautiful~

Cacola responds:

thank u! :D

I heard this song at the end of 2018 and have listened to it about 400 times since then and I'm not even kidding! For some reason, this is what really hooked me. It helps me to disconnect from this world, sometimes it brings me negative emotions that everything in my life is over and will never be good. Sometimes, on the contrary, it brings me positivity and new strength to act. But more often than not, it's just a way to distance yourself from all your real problems. I keep listening to it very often and I'm not tired of it at all. Perhaps this is due to the fact that this song came into my life at a bad time and helped me cope with it. Maybe it's somehow imprinted in me and now it always helps me calm down. This is my personal antidepressant for life.
In any case, I wanted to express all this here so that the author knows how important this song is for some random person from the Internet. Thank you for this song.
P.S Another such song was "Death", which causes similar emotions, but I listen to it much less often for some reason...
P.S.S The noise section always gives you the goosebumps... Especially the end of it

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4.61 / 5.00

Jan 15, 2016
4:57 AM EST
File Info
45.8 MB
20 min 1 sec

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