I couldn't remember my name, I couldn't remember my life, all I knew was that I was gone forever.

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This is a really freaking weird song by my standards.

Basically, I had bunch of weird ideas for things I could put in songs, but never had any ways to put them in. So I just threw them all at this one.

The end result was interesting. The first 10 minutes are relatively normal ambient/techno. After that though, the track becomes kinda formless, going into a lengthy noise section, then it goes into a completely out of nowhere outro that sounds totally different from the rest of the song.

But in then end, I think is sounds pretty good. Though, I could completely understand why someone might hate it.
But I figured, as long as I have it, I might as well put it here.

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Currently i am wondering why i exist :D Anyway, good song.

noise :v; at min 15:00 that part was fantastic

The piano-like music at the end (14:09 and on) is absolutely amazing. Because you have the crazy mix of other things, but then the broken record kicks back in and this begins to fade in. It reminds me the end of a movie or something. Where the screen goes black and begins to show someone walking. I don't know. I have a crazy imagination. But nonetheless. I love this part especially.

i love this fucking song

Cacola responds:

Hey I know u from RYM!! yo dudde!! thanks !!!!

This makes me feel... odd. Like I'm nothing. I'm not a human, I'm not listening to it, I'm just there. Floating through a black sea of nothing. This is equally beautiful and unsettling, which is about the best balance a song can have. You might just be one of the best artists on this site. I binged a lot of your songs all in a day, and they're all so unique and incredibly well made, but this one sticks out to me, not just because of length, but because of how creative and emotional it is.

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4.23 / 5.00

Jan 15, 2016
4:57 AM EST
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45.8 MB
20 min 1 sec

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