Spitting on some basic shit hoping people will feel it;/
acting like i have skills as if i would need to conceal it;/
im just a mess in the world who would of guessed;/
i am unwelcomed like a unexpected house guest;/
this isn't a test this is who i am i hate myself;/
i wouldn't even be my own hype man and thats sad;/
id rather light my own letter on fire and that makes me mad;/

Think about it deep inside i want to die but i am scared people are with me shouting prayers its not fucking fair
for everyone to turn their backs on me because im fucked in the head treated like a misfit by everyone even myself
Like what the fucking hell, When people feel this way pick them up not shove them down..

I am just another vessel being dismissed;/
people ask me why im just another pessimist;/
because when i think of me i know ill never be missed; Sigh

i guess something like this would have plenty of people pissed;/
how can you expect others to like you if even i tend to get dissed by myself;/
people get gitty i felt shitty acting like i was apart of the pity comittee

Now adays im fixing it all trying to stand tall trying to look around and say fuck it all;/
when i stall when i think when i breathe i fucking think that i never want to fall;/
back to where i was when it happened it happened so fast like a room with tear gas;/
but now i have a mask and this is all i ask when people feel this pick them back up from falling on their ass;/
instead of just watch and let the time pass the difference between me and them is i made it alive;/
its sad but not everyone is that fortunate in this life...Fucking make a difference and save a life...