Lyrics start at 0:14

I'm struggling
To understand the meaning
Of my life.......
What have I become?

Im trying
To understand the message
The message that GOD
Has given to me

Is everyone
All really the same?
Or am I changing?
Am I all to blame?

You say
I should believe you
That you are real
Real in my heart

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Lyrics restart again at 1:23

So why
Do I dream of suicide?
Every night
Every night

Is it wrong?
To seek the answers
That I want
That I want

But tonight
I’ll dream of suicide
Cause life goes on
Yes life goes on

Yes tonight
I'll dream of suicide
Cause in the morning
I'll be all.......

Lyrics end at 2:17