I think this track, although interesting in theory, and composition, is a step back, in terms of kick quality for you.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to shit on you for it, because kicks are balls hard to get right. You know it. I know it. You have a very interesting, and almost thoughtful flavor to your tracks. Your EQ is... Not bang on, but very good nonetheless/
I think this track would have been better with a sharper tail on your kick. It sounds... Loose. Now, You were prolly going for that, but it would have been better if maybe you had a revbass kick for your intro, or another hardkick in there somewhere.
Hardstyle for life, bro.