I was at a friend's house when I wrote this. I was feeling really down, thought the world just hated me and only me. He started messing around on fruity loops, and I could feel all of the emotions that had been missing from my life start to well up inside of me. I took the reigns as so many musical ideas rushed to me for the first time in many months. for the first time since my fiancée, Ragenia, passed away. So this is basically a release of all the pain and sadness, the anger, the joy, everything that was bottled up inside for so long. It feels good to be writing again...

Anyway, Tell me what you think, constructively please. No, "Hey you fucking suck!" or "That was pretty cool" I'd like to know what parts were cool, what things I need to work on etc. The more help I get developing my work and my own style, the more I'll be able to post. Appreciate y'all listening, and sorry about the long space between posts

P.S.
Second dubstep-type song i've ever written. don't be too harsh :P