alright Im gonna post a lengthy decription but if you read it while listening then u will understand the song better.. I will give out timelines to help u follow along. This song is currently about my life right now..
I will try to give timelines of what part of the song im talking about happens but it may be a little off so bare with me..they may be like 1-3seconds ahead because newgrounds has a moment silence
when u submit a MP3.. so keep that in mind.. but here it is
Intro- Slowly thinking to myself. whats wrong?
(0:13)- theres nothing its all in my head
(0:27)- Everything gets better, I forget my problems, I need no one because I have myself,money, & friends
(0:42)- Somethings missing , problems keep coming back they never disapear.. thoughts keep
popping into my head. ( thats the trance gate and random string sounds)
(1:30)- Faster, Somethings are starting to make sense now like I now understand all of this darkness and cloudyness in my head
(1:42)- I have it, I understand now
(1:55)- No Im Losing it.. NO! COME BACK (its actually a reverse buildup if u wanna think of it that way)
(2:06)- Breakdown- NO! I just had it.. I Can never realize what Im missing.. I dont understand.. what else is there? what is this hole in life?
(2:21)- thinking back to myself.. what is it.. its driving me crazy.. I had it
(2:30)- I have it but I cant seem to get to it
-(2:48) -Its all coming clear
(2:57)- Ill never be good enough for you because your heart already belongs to someone else
(3:10)- how can I compare when you dont know me
(3:21)- I wish I could tell you how I really feel but you wouldnt understand
(3:31)- I am not giving up but I will lay back now and fade away untill you give me a chance
now maybe u can relate to my current situation if you cant then thats fine but tell me what u think of the song..
Notice there are flaws in this song like for ex.. theres not a set pattern like chorus breakdown and verse because my life is not set that way.. some parts seem confusing but Im actually writing what and how I feel and my motion of events through the past couple of days