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The same lyrics are used, through every beat that i choose/
thoughts and views, are sepererated through people like you/
but its nothing new, im used to being abused/
accused of shit that i could never even do/
when i win, i lose, but i dont even fight/
with this mic, i can hear what i like, its nice/
to finally get a kick start in my life, alright/
im in manic depression, an alcoholic beverage/
isnt gonna make it all better, i write a letter/
complaining to god, telling to him make it better/
and get myself back together, im crazy/
not enough energy, you cant even phase me/
thinking it's a waste a time, looking but cannot find/
the right effective rhymes, that might get me through the night/
this is my time to shine, tonight is now or never, i need to find the answer now/

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Remembering back to when I was seven, life feeling like heaven/
Playing through every second, feeling as happy as ever/
But it can never last forever can It? No I didn't know any better/
Moving on to age eleven, Passing my test with ninty-seven/
Getting grades never expected, who would have guessed/
After skipping every lesson of school, it felt cool at first/
Not knowing, I was playing the fool, the best, clown of the school/
happy now its year eleven, seeming like its repeating itself/
Don't know if ill have the balls, to stand up to myself/
However, no need for help, i know all about pain-on-self/
It's hell...
but im sure im making the right desicions in life/
all i have to is change, i just have to change/