Need to learn to sing better... without autotune

Lyrics:

Weather changes, summer ends as wet war wages, thunder storms, 

wander just as my wonders gone, trapped inside i, walk the paces, steps thoughts all wasted

rest forlorn, peaceful nights all but gone, rumbling outside has left me on or off, the 

edge, gods blessings got to my head, i know im soft, but better off privleged then dead

mum do you hear me, paper walls cut razor thin

still i hope the words within can, let you grasp or at least begin to

know what i have masked, as a nod, or grin or laugh

You see in how my eyes track, i cant say but at least understand,

is this a test, have i sinned, my 

past, connection- lasted milenium, but 

who will it end with, do i pick prosperity or comfort, my 

mother  wishes dont leave much its wearying, im left carrying

these hopes, and dreams,

i know, dont remind me

these hopes, and dreams,

i know, dont remind me

i know without guidience that i will surely die its

like what moths to light is, burned by compliance

fate flys in the face of defiance, i should make my escape dunno why its

taken so long, i know i wont, but the thought makes, the light seem not so close