prod. by mxnth

I'm coughing up my lungs

Guess I wasn't born to lose my mind from all these drugs

Can't escape the war inside, I'm sliding to the plug

Go outside and smell the fresh air

I decide I can't take all the pressure

Tranquilized, I hope they can't see it in my eyes

I'm paranoid keep me away

They all staring at me when I pull up to the function

I don't give a fuck about ya, want no introductions

Then you say I'm fine, you know I don't like that assumption

Stepping out to take my meds, I'm running out of options

I'm running out of options

Don't wanna tell me where you wanna go

The sun is down but you leave me on the side of the road

So I walk down the line holding out my hand

I'm so scared but they tell me to be a fucking man

My life full of death and decay

Ironic how I must lose to create

(I'm awake)

I'm awake

But I don't feel alive

We're afraid

We're all fearing for our lives

We'll die today

Waiting for the flash of light

No escape

So I guess we'll enjoy our night-night-night-night

So I guess we'll enjoy our night-night-night-night

So I guess we'll enjoy our night-night-night

So I guess we'll enjoy our night-night-night-night

So I guess we'll enjoy our-

I never thought it'd come to this

Self esteem falls while I'm singing this song

Precipitate it like a catalyst

I can't breathe; I can't stay for long

The bombs they fell

I love the smell

You bid me well but

I hear the screams of all the ones that I have left behind

Trapped in this cell

My lungs they swell

As I befell upon this world that has been touched by my act of god