Is this what my life’s to be?

Quiet despair and unforgiven.

Solitude’s a cool victory.

Yet my judgements tricking me.

I try to look away.

Avoiding, come what may.

And yet prolong my stay.

All thats done and said.

Another moment drained.

I do this part so well.

A special kind of hell.

I'm not here to blame.

Is this what my life’s to be?

Quiet despair and unforgiven.

Solitude’s a cool victory.

Yet my judgements tricking me.

Lying to ourselves.

Play these actions down.

Would we even last?

Or do I fake it?

Lying to ourselves.

Play these actions down.

It is not so bad.

If we don't make it.

I try to look away.

Avoiding, come what may.

Let these memories fade.

All thats done and said.

Another moment drained.

I do this part so well.

Release me from this hell.

I'm not here to blame.