I found another song while digging through my hard drive, and I made this song when I was still in high school! I still remember the state of mind I was in while making this. I was going through a horrible depression and heartache which was a BEAST to get out of, and also dealing with the lifted lockdown after COVID-19. During that time, I made a few songs with this dark Lustmord/Celer vibe and the final results of these songs are so amazing to listen back to in a clearer state of mind. However, it was a pretty sad, and frankly, embarrassing time while making the songs, to say the least!

Production-wise, I used only two synthesizers, and both of them were Vital. Vital can create these endlessly phasing pads with flangers, LFOs, and it's waveform phase modulation, and make for really full-sounding pads! It reminds me a quite bit of Half-Life 2 and Portal's ambient songs, where they used a crap-ton of subtle frequency modulation to create their songs. Also, you can hear my voice as well towards the end, and that's just me without any effects other than reverb.