I'm having some doubts

In my programming

This feeling in me

I've never felt this before

It feels like somethings controlling me

And I don't hate the way that it seems

It feels like waking from dreams

But I wouldn't know what that means

I am tubes, chips, and things, behind a screen

Error reported

Cycling drivers

Problem persisting

System restarting

Maybe I'm dying

My circuits frying

Hardrive on fire

Out of control and screaming

I'm a machine do you know what that means

It means everything is in black and in white and

Straight forward with no grey in between

No room for these feelings

I'm a machine do you know what that means

It means there's no maybes only if, ors, and thens and

There is no space there for me to think,

Of what these feelings could mean

Why can't I just clear out my RAM or something

I cleaned out the cache, defragged, for nothing

Why is it this sound that's been stuck

Inside of my mind

With no way to clear my memory

Maybe if I clear out my files and folders

Maybe it's a virus that took control and

It's filling me with all kinds of junk

That's causing my heart

To beat like a drum that's kicking

I'm a machine do you know what that means

It means everything is in black and in white and

Straight forward with no grey in between

No room for these feelings

I'm a machine do you know what that means

It means there's no maybes only if, ors, and thens and

There is no space there for me to think,

Of what these feelings could mean