First time using synthesized vocals. have always been interested in them but recently they've been popping up a lot so i decided to give them a go.

Lyrics:

[Chorus]

I've tried for so long and so much

to finally find peace

but every time its something I can never see

I've tried for so long and so far

there's nothing left for me

forever stuck in solid iron misery

nothing left for me

[Verse 1]

I look away

into the gray

of all the shadows I follow

can't seem think

refuse to doubt

the way i am leaves me hollow

there's not a heart

there's not a care

it's unmistakably human

hatred is blind

justice is too

winning a game of all losers

[Pre-chorus]

look into my eyes and you'll see

[Verse 2]

take me to a place of everlasting

some place all the grass is greener

take me to a world where nothing happens

it'll still be better than this one

as I dream I look a peace

and wonder why it is

there's no room for it

maybe I'm the crazy one

but we don't need to rust our metal

instrumental version: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1243506