Today is my 23rd birthday. The past few years I have been telling myself to give singing and song writing a try. But never really finish or have anything to show for it. This is the first song that I wrote and sang on. It is not perfect or at least as good as I want it to be. But I think I can get better at it. I don't really know what to say about the song but it is something I relate to a lot. I often call it the spiritual void? But I don't really know. I hope you guys enjoy the song and thank you for always supporting me! Have a great day!

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art/video/music/lyrics/vocal by: me (mididuck)

[lyrics]

i can't count how many nights

withering here by myself

i don't know when will this end

sitting alone with my thoughts

the earth keeps turning

but somehow i feel so still

i don't know what i could do

to not waste away my whole life

is there time for me to find?

any reason to keep on going?

is it wise to keep on trying?

i can't count how many nights

withering here by myself

i don't know when will this end

sitting alone with my thoughts

is it time for me to give up?

is it wise to keep on trying?

the earth keeps turning

but it isn't getting nowhere

nothing ever gets anywhere

atleast i'm not the only one

is there something for me to find?

any reason to keep me going?

is it wise to keep on trying?

i'll be fine spending the nights

withering here by myself

i don't care when will this end

sitting alone with my thoughts

is it time for me to give up?

is it wise to keep on trying?