So. Basically I started making an album cause I was bored... Originally there was no true meaning behind it but now there is. While I was making it some stuff happened and things have been hard lately to say the least. Relationship stuff among many other things. I wont elaborate much as I want the album to explain things when its out. And I think music should be left to interpretation for the most part.

So this is one song for my album and I figured I'd post it on here. The full album will be on Spotify in a couple days which is linked to my profile or its Jo. on Spotify.

As for this song. I thought of a hook that was kind of cool in my opinion and then found a guitar loop to match the energy I wanted. Built a piano on it, a melody, 808's and all that other great stuff. I made the song in about a day or 2. I don't know. Just listen and see if you like it. Once again if you do the whole album will be on Spotify.

Lyrics:

Think I'm fine at night

In my mind

Demons they fight

But peace I find

Take a shot in my back

I'm fine

Jump in in the deep end

What'll I find

So

Jumpman

If you think that's alright

Sittin' In the deep end

Sittin' here all night

So

Jumpman

Tell me that I'll be fine

Is this how I'm gonna live my life

Think I'll be fine

ha

Verse

Sittin' alone tryna find myself

Like

333

Need to hide myself

Wakin' up nowadays

Hurts like hell

Breakin' my back

But I don't want no help

Cause my head's wretched

Filled with violence

All these drugs to keep me silent

God helps me find peace in my head

So that way I don't end up dead

Think I'm fine at night

In my mind

Demons they fight

But peace I find

Take a shot in my back

I'm fine

Jump in in the deep end

What'll I find

So

Jumpman

If you think that's alright

Sittin' In the deep end

Sittin' here all night

So

Jumpman

Tell me that I'll be fine

Is this how I'm gonna live my life

Think I'll be fine

Sometimes this shit hurts the most

But you know I love you

Finding god with reason

And he said to keep alone

With all my feeling's belittled

I sat there on my own

Tryna make it better

So I suffer on my own

Think I'm fine at nigh- nigh- nigh- nigh- nigh-

Demons they fight

But peace I fin- find

Shot in my back

I'm fine

Jumpin' in the deep end

What'll I fi- fi-

What'll I find

Find the time to make it right

Find the time to fight the nights

Find the problem in my mind 

So

Jumpman

If you think that's alright

Sittin' In the deep end

Sittin' here all night

So

Jumpman

Tell me that I'll be fine

Is this how I'm gonna live my life

Think I'll be fine

So

Jumpman

If you think that's alright

Sittin' In the deep end

Sittin' here all night

So

Jumpman

Tell me that I'll be fine

Is this how I'm gonna live my life

Think I'll be fine

ha