NGADM and UAC submission. I made this in three days to make it eligible for both, while also making it to my vacation, which starts tomorrow. For that reason it might sound a bit rushed.

anyways, this might be very different from my discography, but to be honest, this was a long time coming, im really tired of my old house schtick, i dont listen to that kind of music anymore and have no motivation to continue down that path. im trying to change the way i go about making music and try to make my discography represent my current tastes better. theres a very good chance this wont pass round one of adm, but man am i happy with the fact that i can release a song like this without giving a shit.

sorry for all the yapping in the description lol, i hope you all enjoy the song

LYRICS:

I only think about what you want, bout what you want, bout what you

I only care if I belong, if I belong, if I be-

One day I’ll wake up and you’re gone, up and you’re gone, up and you

And I’ll just keep on going on, yeah going on, i never stop-

Sleepless, beer, and a weed tray

Borderline delusion barely gets me through the bleak days

Yeah i’ll tell myself in the end, that its okay but

Maybe i dont have to live this way

Maybe one day this shit could change

Tame these voices inside my brain

Everyday, I keep asking

Maybe I dont have to li-i-i-

Done the same shit so much i could do it with my eyes closed

i could work so fucking hard but only in the night though

All this shit built up then i let it out like a cyclone

Tell my you like me but you dont know the me that I know

And I know that any sympathy that I’ll get

Is because I spent my free time lying on the internet

And you’re best friends with me now but I’ll bet,

You run straight out the door when I’m trying to get intimate

Sleepless, beer, and a weed tray

Borderline delusion barely gets me through the bleak days

Yeah i’ll tell myself in the end, that its okay but

Maybe i dont have to live this way

Maybe one day this shit could change

Tame these voices inside my brain

Everyday, I keep asking

Maybe I dont have to li-i-i

I only think about what you want, bout what you want, bout what you

I only care if I belong, if I belong, if I be-

One day I’ll wake up and you’re gone, up and you’re gone, up and you

And I’ll just keep on going on, yeah going on, i never stop- 

This is how it is now

This is how it is now

This is how it

This is how it

This is how it is now (4x)

I only think about what you want, bout what you want, bout what you

I only care if I belong, if I belong, if I be-

One day I’ll wake up and you’re gone, up and you’re gone, up and you

And I’ll just keep on going on, yeah going on, i never stop-

made by Ackee39