It's over, it's over, was the only thing I could say

Screams of fear of everything were the only sounds I could make

They're gonna keep me awake

They're gonna get the IV

Do I want to be saved

Or just end it screaming

Today feels like a dream

It doesn't feel real

I might wake up when I blink

From the hospital room to my dorm

I'll be back where I was just several minutes before

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, was the last thing I wanted to say

To the unanswered question of why I live this way

I don't know many pills I took, but I left it up to fate

If I live or die

I punched the wall till my hands bled

I feel so childish and stupid

It's all led up to this moment

I was frozen for a month after I fried my brain with drugs

Now they want my name, oh god

Don't write it on my grave