Another day of doing nothing

And that should mean something to me

But it doesn't

I can't tell if I'm sad

But I do know I'm not very happy

I can't operate on my own

I need to be around some friends and less to do when I get home

Or I just sit around, paralyzed in fear

Open an assignment and give up, what am I even doing here

They bought out the energy drinks today

I guess a bunch of other college students feel the same

Where it's hard to wake up without basically drugs

Or care for anything

With this weather, it feels like I scaled a mountain

Appropriate since I attended all of my classes today

Past and present connect in the sense that I have way too much from the past to catch up with

I can't operate on my own

I need to be around some friends and less to do when I get home

Or I just sit around, paralyzed in fear

Open an assignment and give up, what am I even doing here