--Lyrics--

I've spent about half a year

picking out flowers for spring

I loved the way your voice rang

in my ears to let the noise disappear

and I lived in a fantasy where everything sang

and I guess it's not realistic to think

that you could be the start to love

above all, the last thing I am is realistic

and I picked out flowers just for you

for us to just smell and share

and we do really care

but I wish I could tell you I wouldn't wait

wait for you to crush me with your weight

to mush me with your demons

and I'd do it all for your kisses

and I'd do it all for you to be my misses

and it hurts and I'd wish you really hate me

so that it wouldn't feel like I could do anything

but you mean the world to me you are everything

I will give you towers of flowers

walls that seem so tall

and I wish I could be yours

and I wish you could be mine

but life isn't fair

life isn't fair

and for the final verse

I would love to have you sing

and in my ears your voice'll ring

even if I can't have you in reality

in dreams we will be together

in dreams we will see the world

in dreams we will see each other

but dreams will never be enough

don't leave me here

oh, don't leave me here

and I wish I couldn't say it

but I love you