Look me in the eyes

Tell me you wanted to die

Tell me that you sigh

Tell me that you missed the signs

You're up and at em

Just Eves, no Adam

You make up the Earth

Like how quarks make up atoms

I can't even fathom

Your style, your pattern

You're wearing your bling

Like they're rings around Saturn

I'm holding the lantern

I'm learning

It's still way to dark

But this spark is still burning

I cannot discern if you're

Joking or stern, and

I feel in my sternum

I rise to return em

Right back to their maker

Like they're made of paper

In stacks, with a stapler

Pages full of fakers

You won't find my name

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I don't need to cheat

Cuz I'd do just the same

One day ill claim fame

Like that night in the rain

Like that fight? 

It's a mask for the pain

I'm feeling insane

I guess that's ok

I think that's the cost 

Of having a brain

You're done and finished

Just one, diminished

Like all of my blood

Leaving my work unfinished

Did you get the hint

I doubt it, you didn't

Squint but you can't see through

Your sunglasses' tint

Shields you from the light

It might be too bright

I promise its not

You don't trust that I'm right

You take it slow

I need you to know

I'll still be here 

when they leave you, so

Don't give up hope I swear

I'll always be right there

Even if you don't care

We're an unstoppable pair

Everyone else only stares

Imo no one compares

We're goin right to the top

We're goin right to the top

Never gonna stop

Never gonna stop

But I didn't.

I didn't.

I didn't.

I didn't.

I didn't.

Look me in the eyes

Tell me you wanted to die

Tell me that you sigh

Tell me that you missed the signs

Wish you would see me in a better light

Wish I didn't have to put up such a fight

If you knew, then you would know I am right

But that day is just so far out of sight

But I guess I still have another night

Then a day of you shooting down my kite

Tired of seeing things in black and white

Tired of seeing things as wrong or right

Why do you treat me like I'm an impostor

Have you seen my name? It's been on the roster

For a bit longer than you,

I'm a bit stronger than who? Whatcha gonna do?

Stay in the dark from the spark, tell me why?

Stay ignorant to the hints, are you blind?

Slow it down, hit the ground

Speed it up, that's enough, in the rough

Save me, what you gave me

you really can't see

Only one that owns me

Or controls me

Pulls me t'wards the pole leads

To the hole, see

Birdie, not hole in three

stone prone, hear the phone's tone

Its a no go

Don't know, when I'll go home

Its a show, Yoh

Need serotonin, or a call, help me phone in

Needed more sleep, melatonin, or some thoughts, I was owning

Fake it, till you make it

That's the play

Like wake up, just a shake up

From the day

Like play doh, its a game, oh

Just the same

Its a shame tho

Things never ever go my way, no

Blame it, on you say "no", but you didn't

But I know that you would so I didn't

I know why you should so I didn't

I didn't. 

I didn't. 

I didn't. 

I didn't.

I didn't.