Sup! I found an old song I did in 2019 and remixed it. I did all of the vocals on this since I had a place to do vocals at the time. Pretty personal song for me since I was going through some shit when I wrote this. Angry and feeling numb and like an empty shell can fuck ya up a bit haha. Anyways, I hope you dig it!

-Jon

Lyrics:

I cannot sleep I cannot dream

How could you when you're numb to it all

It will all come crashing down

I cannot feel I cannot see

As the light absorbs me

Once it hits I am no longer me

Every waking hour I am numb

The energy that flows within me...drained. Useless

Chorus

Why is this happening to me?

I am not who I used to be

I am lost

I am numb

I am gone

Wrong choices led this path to be?

Karmas work truly at hand?

I guess I still don't understand?

How can our purpose be so bleak?

no denying this self-tragedy?

Will I ever be free from this pain??

Chorus

Why is this happening to me?

I am not who I used to be

I am lost

I am numb

I am gone

I am numb

Solo

Chorus

Why is this happening to me?

I am not who I used to be

I am lost

I am lost

I am numb

I am numb