Track 4 of 5 off my new EP "this was supposed to be happy", out now on bandcamp: https://nowitsart.bandcamp.com/album/this-was-supposed-to-be-happy

I made this (along with the other tracks) in December 2020, and am only able to finally put them out now. I wanted to get this out on 12/30/21 but you know nothing is ever going to go to plan with me.

Normally I would go into overly-extended detail about what all the songs mean and whatever, but I'm not ready to yet for these. Not enough time has passed still, somehow.

I will say though, that this is only part 1 of this project, so there is definitely more to come.

LYRICS

I'm feeling lonely tonight

So I'm gonna fight

With myself

And if it's only one night

Then why should I find

Someone's help?

I can't wait

Until I leave this place

If it's ever

Gonna be that way

I can't wait

To leave it up to fate

'Cause somebody's gonna

make me go away

I'm feeling lonely tonight

So I'm gonna fight

With myself

And if it's only one night

Then why should I find

Someone's help?

I'm feeling lonely tonight

So I'm gonna fight

Someone else

And since it's only one night

Well, then I don't need

Anyone else

I just can't pretend

it all exists

'cause what matters

is that I persist

Just stay quiet

While they bite and hiss

I just can't depend

On fighting all of this

I'm feeling lonely tonight

So I'm gonna fight

With myself

And if it's only one night

Then why should I find

Someone's help?

I'm feeling lonely tonight

So I'm gonna fight

With myself

Well, it's been more than one night

So I wouldn't mind

If you helped