At first I wanted to make this my apology

But now I turned it into my soliloquy

Once again, every time I try to make it right

It just ends up being all about me

I wanted to tell my friends I'm really fucking sorry

Cuz I was never good at conceding my wrongdoings

I wanna admit sometimes I'm very fucking shitty

But I'm scared of having to bath in their pity

My self esteems at an all time great

And yet i still suffer from my own shame

Being held accountable affects my mood for the whole day

And I only apologise to take that sadness away

If you can relate

If you sometimes feel the same

Can you scream for me

Scream your head out for me

But tell me you're alright

Tell me you won't fucking die

Can you, scream for me

Scream your head out for-

Won't you shout

Loud enough to pop your eyes out

Say it loud and proud

So I can know what you're about

But tell me you're alright

Tell me you won't fucking die

Can you, scream for me

Scream your head out for me

And no matter how raw I'd like to get

Ill always end up drowning my sorrow in effects

Let a plangent instrumental cover up my regret

Im not even sad while I write this I feel like an emotionless wreck

And yet that's not what I try to project

Maybe ill tear up while recording but I wont tell you how it went

Sometimes i want more problems just so I can write more songs about 'em

Even if they'd have me endlessly crying in my bed

There's more shit that I wish I could say

But i don't cuz i cant think of how to rhyme it

But why does it matter? I'm just digging deeper into my brain

Just to explain my self-ridicule with more self-aware bullshit

It's a game I can't win, it's the cup I can't drink

The game of perfecting art turns to perfecting how I think

And i wish i could say im ok with my flaws

But im too afraid ill harm others more

If you can relate

If you sometimes feel the same

Can you scream for me

Scream your head out for me

But tell me you're alright

Tell me you won't fucking die

Can you, scream for me

Scream your head out for-

Won't you shout

Loud enough to pop your eyes out

Say it loud and proud

So I can know what you're about

But tell me you're alright

Tell me you won't fucking die

Can you, scream for me

Scream your head out for me