Happy new year. This year was amazing. Thank you to all those who gave their time to listen to my music.

This year, I joined Newgrounds, and started going more into music, and it was one of the best decisions of my life. Thanks to you guys, and Newgrounds in general, my music has never been better.

This song is about struggling with mental health how my past trauma and anxiety would make me antagonize my friends and people I know. When I have these thoughts, I tend to think that everyone hates me. There have been days that I'd just be locked up in my room, crying or just lying down not doing anything for the whole day because I didn't get a text back or anything. It hasn't been until now that I realized that everything that I think and feel are for a reason, so I made a song about it. Sharing my music has been such a blessing to me, and thanks to the communities I am in, I feel loved. Thank you to all of my friends for putting up with me, and thank you to my listeners and fans on Newgrounds. I hope you had, and will have, an awesome year. <3

Lyrics:

can't wrap

my head

around

woe to me

now

rest your head

rest your head

now

my thoughts

are not slaved

by you

in vain

don't take me

don't take me

back

to your mind

I wasted my life

if I see your face

one more time

don't be surprised

I'd cry