There's an expressive song trying to fight its way out of the chaos here. My brain is wired to crave things that resolve, and things that are simple, so this does feel like a bit too random for me. However there are parts that do land interestingly.

I think you should focus on finding a theme, a pleasing melodic line, and try and support it with chords it suits. I also think you can do more with dynamics, so have quiet bits and louder bits - and you can really exaggerate tempo fluctuations to support phrases.

I generally like your style over all. I feel like amazing stuff can be found by messing around and experimenting so keep on practicing with these bold flavours.

I wonder, do you perform live or do you program these notes?