This track is my darkest work thus far.

It deals with my state of mind during the first lockdown measures in 2020 while also experiencing horrible symptoms of heavy metal toxicity and leftover neurological damage from years of Seroquel and drug abuse.

It was, and to a certain extent still is, one of the darkest periods of my life where I experienced being able to watch myself drift into insanity.

My body itching, my muscles spasming, no sleep for two to four nights in a row, cut off from human contact for weeks on end.

It was horrible.

Creating music was one of the few things I was able to do during that time.

This song came out of the darkest pits of despair and insanity I experienced.

It was one of the few things that helped me survive this mess.

When you're in a similar situation, keep going!

Things may change. You may change.

Keep fighting.

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