LYRICS :

i don't know what you're thinking 

i guess you're out again and drinking 

i befriended all of my fears in search of you 

i don't know what you've been thinking all this time 

leaving me on read for months and then you fucking come around 

just to bury me again eleven feet under the ground 

sucked me dry of happiness and when i change u wonder why 

your toxins had me choking on a butterfly

felt like flying in the sky now im really touching ground 

my emotions flying out and my soul inside had drowned 

failed so many times that i thought that i was spellbound

up all night, in my feelings  

one more shot to drown my self in this 

sea of emotions that i can't swim in 

waves are sabotaging self healing

up all night, in my feelings  

one more shot to drown my self in this 

sea of emotions that i can't swim in 

waves are sabotaging self healing 

i don't know what you're thinking 

i guess you're out again and drinking 

i befriended all of my fears in search of you 

i don't know what you've been thinking all this time 

leaving me on read for months and then you fucking come around 

just to bury me again eleven feet under the ground 

sucked me dry of happiness and when i change u wonder why 

your toxins had me choking on a butterfly

felt like flying in the sky now im really touching ground 

my emotions flying out and my soul inside had drowned 

failed so many times that i thought that i was spellbound