This song is about my ex we were on and off a lot every time I gave her my everything and she played with my heart and ruined me I' more emotional that before I met her....this song is about how I feel and is sad but thus how the break up feels for me

Here are the lyrics:

giving up is no longer my dream, fainted lies are what you bring,

and blame is your fate, you recall im the one who you want to climb on

when you fall you want me to fall too is this what your dreamin,

only ashes remain in the end all you have to blame is you,

you gotta fear yourself monsters come out at night,

screams break us all underneath your hurting,

giving you all my tears I suffer can I face you tonight

pretending isn't who I am I won't fall into your dream

hatred collides when our bones break nothing we can

do, but find the remaining scars and mend the wounds

when we face our hate nothing can take the monsters back

we all are closing in on what we used to believe now dead and gone

you draw my blood just to taste carnavors are the ashes that fall

pretending to love what doesn't need to feel what you bring

take my flesh and rip my heart away and only ashes remain

i'll try to refain from crying even if i'm bruising i don't want to give up

but the fever is closer to my mind wrecking my life,

but I know the light is far away from my closing mind,

I rise in your mess of broken promises please don't

break my body my heart is fine don't fake mthe love

just be my ending days I crie but only cause i'm finely seeing

how the moon can change we remain as ashes in the burning flame,

i'll refrain, i'll refrain i'll refrain from you takin my heart,

monsters break what isn't there takin you with them,

but I won't break, won't break,

can you feel the cold rain falling and i'll walk and feel you calling me

but nothing is what you promise me, but everytime I want you to take the hurt away

will I ever getting closer to the closure I hate the way you use my kindredness to break me

your mistaken if you think I'll break your forbiden to love me anymore,

in the light I reach for the end to finally come and set me free,

when ashes are all that remain in this dream please refain from me,

please refrain from me....