hi i know it’s been nearly 3 months since my last finalized drawing but. we aren’t talking about it ✨

anyway, yes i still play roblox don’t @ me. i enjoy the perpetual chaos lmao

yesterday i was playing arsenal and i felt like drawing my avatar bc i like it, so i did. and i liked how it turned out so i decided to try to finalize it so i could play with my process. and since i usually abandon a drawing after the first sitting, i tried to give myself more time and i let myself spend as long as i wanted on it. and i ended up finishing it somehow

this has a lot of flaws but im happy that i finished it at all tbh. im gonna be honest and say im proud of myself for it bc i am ❤️ i need to let go of the mindset that my next drawing always has to be better than the last one, and this was a good way to help

also, off-topic but murder drones has me in a chokehold rn and i cannot escape. so after i figure out how to draw these fuckin robots (affectionate), maaaybe murder drones art…..