This is a crazed alternative version of me I decided to make out of boredom.

Basically what happened is this alternative me gave in to his demonic halo. Upon giving in, it took his free will from him and turned him into a killer and murderer.

He can't control himself anymore and whether or not he wants to do something rash is out of his control, the demonic halo controls him now and never plans to let go of him either.

In his situation, he can only watch as everything he now wishes didn't have to happen unfolds before his eyes. He regrets everything.. but can never go back..