I despise the United States school system. It's something that has made me sacrifice the things I actually enjoy doing for the sake of that check plus on my paper. Some think those honor roll students have it all easy and simple, but it isn't. I wish I never had to be an honor roll student, I wish art was all I had to worry about. I wish I didn't have to worry about whether or not my friends and I really mean it when we tell ourselves "I want to die". I wish I could make things different.
What should I choose, school or art? Doing both at the moment does not leave me any happier and I wish school didn't be forced onto me like a necessity for my future.
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