Jan-Feb. 2014

These voices that I don't want to hear.
I not perfect, I'm human afterall.
Yet, peoples continue to yelling at me.
What I did wrong ?
I hate doing a something wrong, every times they gets angry.

I'm an idiot without brain, someone without importance.
Is that you whant to hear ? Okey i'm going to say it.
Is it not enough? Must I cry to calm you ?
Okey lets cry, i'm nothing for you afterall.

You want to beat me ? I'm already crying that's nothing.
I already suffer to be not enought perfect for you.
I already lost you, you're angry at me, I did somthing wrong after all.
This pain is just too much for me.
Beat me! I deserve it!
I'm a foolish human. You hate humans right ?
You hate me. And I hate these moments.

Please. Just stop. Yelling at me. It's a such pain.
I can't endure it once again and again.