Dream Girl

I apologize your kind touch makes me pull away......

Not used to such tenderness, my mind has

been conditioned to stay guarded each and every day.....

I see them on Twitch and Tik-Tok,flaunting skin and pleasant to the eye..... Yet there is no soul home inside........

They want money, a big house, and expensive things.........

They call me damaged and a loser just because I have

no means or resources to buy them diamond rings.....

But in my dreams you dwell there....Letting me run fingers thru

your soft dark hair...........Your skin so warm and so fair.......It is for you I care......

"Maybe" you're not actually real........Yet you are certainly appealing as an ideal!

"Maybe" you are just a fabrication in my head.......But you have more life and personality than those whom speak yet are the walking undead!

I treasure sleep because that is when we can fuck......

My hard cock in your mouth to suck.......

And for such feelings and desires you do not condemn me..........

Both kindred souls entwined eternally..........(Together we can see and together we are free!)

Perhaps someday after my last breath I'll find out if you are my delusion or my guardian seraphim.......Will I then hear your sweet-song hymn?

For now I must live.........If only I could meet you manifested in flesh, there is nothing to you I would not give......