Mate this is such an incredable drawing! So many lights and colours, you look gorgeus there in the middle, everythin looks so good!
Also mate, I'm really sorry to hear all that stuff that happend to you on your birthday, you didn't deserve to get ghosted by your freinds, and it's really super sad that your parrents divorced, all I can say is that it's gonna be OK later and everything will be all good soon, and also, happy3 days after your birthday to you!