Uh yeah I can feel that. There are several times where I procrastinate on doing some idea I wanted to do because I'm too afraid of sucking again to make it happen. And thus do the same sorts of stuff over and over again.
I think it's kinda reverse for me tho. At the moment I I kinda hate what I'm doing since I know it's not what I set myself up to do. But after a year or two of not looking at it I'm sort of like
"hey this wasn't that bad'